Ultimi commentiDeprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method arrays::explode_key() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_entry.php on line 254
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::file_listing() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 29
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::file_listing() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 29
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::file_listing() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 29
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method arrays::explode_key() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_entry.php on line 254
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::file_listing() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 29
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::file_listing() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 29
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::file_listing() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 29
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method arrays::explode_key() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_entry.php on line 254
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::read_file() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 13
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
Deprecated: Non-static method fileio::strip_extension() should not be called statically in /membri/iceberg/blog/scripts/sb_fileio.php on line 41
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Non so ballare niente
Né un tango, né un valzer
Non so ballare niente
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( 3 / 296 )Come sempre sono riuscita a sbagliare tutto, a fare l'unica cosa che non avrei dovuto fare. Ma fanculo a me... non c'e' modo, non c'e' verso di essere tranquilla, di essere felice.
In un attimo di lucidita' ora penso che e' andata bene, e riesco ad essere felice di questo.
Avevo il casco in testa, quando mi son praticamente lanciata sotto la sua vespa che cadeva inesorabilmente a terra.
Ho in mente il rumore del casco sull'asfalto, e io non mi sono fatta niente. Mi sono rialzata e lo scooter era di nuovo in piedi, le persone mi guardavano, lui stava arrivando... ho sussurrato "mi ammazza, mi ammazza..." e loro "ma no..." e io "mi ammazza...." e non avrei voluto avergli rotto lo scooter, ma la cazzata era fatta e scappare aveva poco senso.
Non mi ha ammazzata, ma ovviamente non e' per nulla felice, e mi dispiace.
Non non posso farci niente, e sono in una confusione mentale bestiale, non posso farci niente, ormai.
Forse sarebbe stato meglio non averlo in testa, il casco... magari ora starei dormendo, serena, da qualche parte, e non qui, disperata, a sperare che i danni siano pochi e rimediabili, angosciata, e a sperare di non farne altri.
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( 3 / 286 )"non piangere, non piangere... non scusarti cavolo, non e' giusto che ti tratta cosi'... cosa faccio, me ne vado? No, finche' non mi mette le ... mani addosso non fa niente, in fondo son solo urla... e poi come faccio senza di lui, se me ne vado poi mi lascia e me ne pento, devo cercare di calmarlo, non voglio che mi lasci, speriamo vada tutto bene... oddio non mi ama piu'... no, magari e' solo un momento, cavolo, perche' non gli passa, perche' non fa a parlarci, perche' ho detto/fatto quella cosa? Sono una stupida, e' colpa mia..."
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( 3 / 266 )Non ci sto bene e non mi basta piu'.
Che dire? Son tornata indietro sulle mie convinzioni, e guardo con invidia le coppie normali.
Stanchezza, sfinimento, l'assenza di sicurezze anche fittizie devasta.
Non ce la faccio piu', non reggo piu'... non mi vuole piu', siamo sempre insieme ma non mi desidera piu', non andiamo avanti e non andiamo indietro, o forse si, ma io vado da una parte, lui va dall'altra.
Ieri sera quando ha detto "cavolo, quanto e' bella quella ragazza la' in fondo coi capelli biondi, corti..." mi son sentita gelare.
Poi era una pessima battuta su una cicciona, ma mi son sentita gelare, era molto realistico, non mi sta cagando, non mi vuole piu', e' anche normale che si guardi intorno.
Mi tratta bene, ma non mi vuole.
La cosa di lui che mi piaceva all'inizio (ma saranno stati i primi tre giorni?) e' che era affettuoso, ora mi da totalmente per scontata, siamo lontani anni luce, parliamo ore ma concretamente non parliamo piu'.
Ho deciso di non mollare, di vedere che succede.
Gli voglio bene, ma cosi' proprio non funziona. Ho paura di parlargli, ogni volta che ci provo mette muro, smette di parlare, si incazza prima ancora di farmi spiegare, mi fraintende, crede di sapere gia' cosa sto per dirgli, ma mi fraintende, non mi fa finire, non mi da mezzo metro di spazio.
Non so che fare, aspettare cosi' che la situazione cambi mi sta devastando, pero' non ce la faccio a rinunciare a lui senza provarci fino in fondo.
Quando arriva Dicembre?
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( 3 / 159 )Voglio una persona con le mie stesse idee su come dovrebbe andare il mondo, e la stessa voglia di migliorarlo. (quasi)
Voglio una persona che mi voglia vicina 30 giorni al mese, e non 25.(si)
Voglio una persona a cui manco quando mi sta lontana.(sembra, poi chissa', di fatto non siamo mai troppo lontani)
E che, quando e' lontana, mi manca.(si)
Voglio una persona che non si stufi di me se quando mi sveglio piango.(credo che non andrebbe bene per nulla)
Se quando mi sveglio continuo a dormire, anziche' "produrre" soldi o titoli di studio, se non mi va.(credo che non andrebbe bene per nulla)
Voglio una persona che mi racconti le sue emozioni e i suoi problemi, senza apparire debole ai miei occhi.(non ci siamo del tutto)
E che, quando sente i miei, non me li rinfacci ogni giorno, non mi costringa a risolverli e non mi veda come una cretina.(non ci siamo affatto)
Voglio una persona che mi coinvolga nelle scelte della sua vita.(mi coinvolge per finta)
Che quando mi dice "ti amo", sa cosa sta dicendo.(infatti non me lo dice)
Che quando mi guarda negli occhi, sa cosa penso.(non mi guarda neanche)
Che sia sincera.(fin troppo, apparentemente)
Che non mi stufi, e che non mi faccia desiderare altri.(ne ho i coglioni pieni...)
Che non abbia 20 anni in piu' di me, e neanche 15 o 10 (appunto)
Che ci sia a qualsiasi ora del giorno e della notte, se ho bisogno di lei.(penso di si)
E che la cosa sia reciproca.(idem)
Voglio una persona con cui poter litigare senza mettere in dubbio l'amore e il rapporto.(poco da mettere in dubbio, ma gia' si litiga pure ogni tanto)
Voglio anche essere l'unica per questa persona.(ah ah ah -_-' )
E, ovviamente, voglio esserne innamorata a palla (difficile questa cosa, cavolo) (diciamo che ci e' vicino)
Voglio anche avere la forza di lasciarla, appena intuisco che non va.(difficile ma non impossibile)
Anche se innamorata.(magari prima)
Non ho piu' voglia di mendicare amore.(ho smesso :P)
Rileggo le parole qua sopra e mi viene il panico... non ho neanche piu' voglia di innamorarmi, forse.
Non darei tutto cio' a nessuno, ora, forse. (a lui si)
Ho voglia di un po' di eccessi, di riprendermi i miei anni, di provare tutto, ma solo quando ne ho voglia davvero. (e ora potrei anche smettere, emozioni ne ho avute... vorrei un po' di serenita', non ho piu' voglia di eccessi :/ )
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( 3 / 346 )Non sto molto bene con lui ultimamente.
Che fare? Sto aspettando, aspettando che incominci l'estate, aspettando che i SUOI progetti vadano avanti, e vedere cosa succede.
Ha programmato ogni dettaglio, ma io?
Non ha pensato a me in tutti i suoi progetti.
Non ha pensato che potrebbe anche darsi che non ci si veda piu'?
Mi rende partecipe di tutto, ma io, di fatto, nei suoi progetti, non ci sono.
Non mi piace tutto questo, ma non ho voglia di chiedergli niente. Ho provato ad obiettare, all'inizio di tutto quanto, "ma non ci vedremo piu'?" e sembrava avessi detto chissa' cosa, sembrava che volessi rompergli le palle.
Chissa', magari nella sua testa e' chiaro tutto, ma a me non e' chiaro per niente. L'unica cosa che posso fare per tentare di salvare il rapporto e' prendermi una fottuta patente e beccare un lavoro che mi permetta di comprarmi anche solo uno scooter.. la mia vita e' in citta', non altrove.
Ha fatto la sua scelta, e non vedo perche' dovrei ostacolarlo.
Se non ci sto nella sua vita, non perdo niente, in fondo.
E che dire, fanculo a lui, e alla sua indecisione di merda, che viene fuori solo quando si (non) parla di me.
Non vedo l'ora che sia Settembre.
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( 3 / 265 )Torno qua... facebook mi aveva un po' monopolizzato l'attenzione.
Certo e' che quando non scrivo sto sicuramente bene, ho cose da fare e poco stress.
Anche se poi lo stress ce l'ho sempre un po'.
Non ho passato l'esame, e siamo gia' al quarto tentativo che non e' detto vada bene. E' veramente difficile, e io sono troppo approssimativa per quel tipo di cose.
Devo avere a mente i dettagli, se no e' impossibile farcela.
Altre cose, boh...
Il fighettomorfo qualche giorno fa era con una donna coi capelli lunghi e neri, con cui sembrava trovarsi molto a suo agio, e non ci siamo neppure salutati.
Non ho voglia di chiamarlo, ma mi manca la visione carina che avevo di lui. Ora lo vedo molto male, senza le patate negli occhi.
Non mi va di fare il tampone del suo scazzo.
Occhi azzurri... bah.
Non mi fa stare bene al 100%, sta sempre a ribadire che non sono la sua ragazza ma soltanto un'amica, pero' poi dorme con me ogni notte, mi cerca, mi rende partecipe di tutti i dettagli della sua nuova casa.
E' come se fossi la sua ragazza con cui deve condividerla, quella casa, invece non e' cosi', in quella casa ci vivra' da solo e non so neppure se quando si trasferira' fuori cagliari continueremo a vederci.
Non lo so.
Questa estate e' un punto interrogativo, ma chiarira' molte cose, e magari vedro' senza stress se varra' ancora la pena continuare a vederlo e a preoccuparmi che stia bene, il meglio possibile.
Perche' non mi faccio piu' inculare, perche' la mia indipendenza ce l'ho ancora quasi tutta, perche' riesco a immaginare tranquillamente la mia vita senza di lui accanto, e a volte, questo fatto di NON essere la sua ragazza, e' un sollievo.
Sono solo un'amica. Niente corna, niente angoscia quando non mi fa stare bene come vorrei, quando mi trascura, quando cio' che dico-voglio non e' importante, quando non mi vuole e non mi ascolta.
Sono uno scaldaletto?
Comunque vadano le cose, non sono una cornuta.
Pero' gli voglio bene, molto... e spero che non finisca qui, e che le cose si risolvano.
Magari ci potremmo amare, un giorno, anche se lui sembra refrattario?
Devo ancora capirlo, se mi ama o no.
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( 3 / 345 )Questo blog non mi piace piu'.
Non mi piace piu' un cazzo.
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( 3 / 241 )Lui.
Non mi chiama quasi mai, conto i giorni per evitare di assillarlo, e lo chiamo, gli mando un sms, lo invito a uscire. Risponde quasi sempre, e ci si vede... se non lo assillo troppo.
A volte mi richiama dopo qualche ora dal mio messaggio, "dove sei?"
Ci si vede e si passano momenti bellissimi, comunichiamo un sacco!!!
Poi sparisce, a volte mi chiama lui, ma di rado.
Non c'e' nessun'altra, esce da solo, sempre.
Ogni mattina e' il mio primo pensiero, ogni notte l'ultimo...
Non e' il mio unico amico, ma sono pazza di lui.
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( 3 / 249 )Melodrammaticamente scema :D
Tutto risolto, anche prima che si risolvesse realmente... falso allarme, e' che ho sempre paura di essere l'ultima merda della vita di qualcuno, e me le voglio allontanare le persone che non mi considerano abbastanza :/
Non voglio rischiare di essere la cretinetta di nessuno, ho le unghie sempre mezzo fuori!
Ma tanto me la metteranno in culo lo stesso, ci vuole troppo poco a distrarsi.
Ora continuo a studiare, ho ancora qualche giorno per farcela e DEVO!
Ce la DEVO fare, stavolta.
Baci a tutti, tanto prima o poi qualcuno mi leggera'... magari tra 10 anni, internet e' figo :D
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